Sugar and Spice

I was always an ugly duckling as a kid, at least I thought so. The adults told me I would grow into my mouth and eyes one day, etc. What help is that to a teenager wanting to be glamorous? They were right of course, but it didn’t happen until I went away to college. Starting over in a new place probably helped me not to be self conscious as well.

All of a sudden that fall boys were staring at me, not only the boys but men too.  Lovely sexy older men.  Suddenly life was a whole new ball game.  I was gorgeous and they wanted to get close to that. They thought I was smarter, nicer, more fun, etc because of how I looked. I gloried in the attention, but also treated it as something of a science project, I didn’t forget how those same boys treated me when I was the ugly duckling in their eyes.

I learned to be a tease and loved it, seeing just how much I could get them turned on by my smile, my eyes, my body, my voice.  It was great fun and a feeling of power.  It also got me excited to know the effect I was having on them.   I gave in to that excitement and took some of them to bed, but boys my own age were too easy.  Older men were much more fun, more of a challenge, knew how to play and were much more of a pay off in bed.  My first real lover was in his 40s and spent a lot of time adding to sex education to my college curriculum.  I always think a young woman should have an older man as her first real lover, don’t you?  The same goes for young men.

More about my continuing education next week, or if you just can’t wait call me at Niteflirt

Alex